Im in an underground system connected by highways with my ex friends. After being around and trying to find our way out, we ask workers to only realize the exit was not that far. After emerging I end up in church with a Sunday school like place. My middle school crush is there and he slowly falls for me. I can feel it in my stomach. I express my frustration that I don’t know what I want to do with my life, maybe even joining the army. He hugs me and occasionally touches my shoulder. When I leave the church and wait for my, my mom asking questions and hovering until she is called over to take care of some things. I’m waiting for him but he never shows up. I look over and I see cremation happen overtime with a real baby body
This dream could be reflecting various aspects of your subconscious thoughts and emotions. The underground system could symbolize feeling trapped or stuck in a difficult situation, possibly related to past relationships or friendships that are no longer serving you. Your ex friends could represent past connections that are resurfacing in your mind.
The church and Sunday school setting may indicate a search for guidance or spiritual fulfillment in your waking life. Your middle school crush falling for you could represent a desire for validation or romantic connection from someone in your past. The frustration you express about not knowing what to do with your life, even considering joining the army, may suggest a sense of uncertainty or lack of direction in your current circumstances.
The hugs and touches from your crush could symbolize comfort and support you are seeking or longing for. Your mother's presence and hovering may indicate feelings of dependency or a need for maternal guidance in your life. Her being called away to take care of things might suggest a sense of abandonment or lack of support in some areas of your life.
The absence of your crush when you are waiting for him could symbolize feelings of rejection or disappointment in a current relationship or situation. Seeing the cremation happening with a real baby body could be a disturbing image representing the end of innocence or the need for transformation and letting go of the past.
Overall, this dream may be suggesting a need for introspection, decision-making, and emotional processing in your waking life. It could be helpful to explore these themes further and consider how they may relate to your current thoughts, feelings, and experiences.